well first of all Im gunna leave a messege to mikalah..there's really been a big change in her latly....she seems to always be angry about somthing whenever I come to talk to her resulting in quite a bit of edgy-ness Im not saying she's not allowed to show complaint. It's just that I feel something's been constantly pushing her buttons and it's having effect on me. and being we have FREAKING ASSIGNED SEATS IN THE LUNCH ROOM AT LUNCH, it really makes it hard to talk and communicate with her witch it's hard any way! I mean c'mon! I try talking to her and then she explodes on me! It already happens enough that when mom's angry, she takes it out on me!! We hardly ever get along real well at school anymore. I can only really get along well with her on the friggin Yahoo messenger or at her house!! I've had other stuff goin on with my family too. the day before witch was my B-day I friggin smart mouthed my mom almost all day and whenever I was with dad I was sweet as can be! my subconsiuos mind must've thought it was mom's fault for the devorce but really it's no one's fault! and my god if I thought it was my fault, I'd be in a corner crying and blaming everything on myself! and since mom doesnt have dad to bitch at, she takes all her anger out on me! and that's not really good! she's not taking a pill anymore because dad's not here and I think that even the lest little thing I say that pises her off will make her explode!!! I've also learned about sum of these anime guys U may call ' perverts.' ALL THEY ARE IS MEN THAT ENJOY WOMEN FOR PETE SAKE!! miroku from Inu Yasha, even though he DID touch kagome's butt, ALL IT WAS WAS INTEREST!! DONT YOU DISGUSTING PEOPLE GET IT!! Jiriah from Naruto likes hanging around women. ALL HE IS IS A GUY THAT ENJOYS WOMEN!! AND ALL KUKASHI IS IS A TEACHER THAT ENJOYS A SEXUAL THEMED BOOK!! Master Roshi from DBZ is just a GUY WHO ENJOYS WOMEN!!! GOOD FREAKING LORD!! ugh...... Im done......